Oh, he does, even though he doesn't immediately register it, but he automatically clings when he feels something near him. That's about all Donnie can do until he feels the ground beneath him. Well, sitting works. For a moment he just tries to breathe.
"...I forgot everything. I...don't know if I was supposed to be able to remember it all," he says, sounding shaky. Slowly, he lifts his head to look up at Esmeryl, only lifting a hand to scrub a sleeve across his eyes once he's sure he's not going to pitch over.
"Stupid Primes..." Because that clearly has to be the reason. Donnie sighs.
"I do not believe we were to remember when we went home to our worlds." Slowly, the roughness fades into something far more gentle as she sits beside him.
"You have nothing to be sorry for, Donnie. It is I should be sorry. I was rougher than I had any right to be."
She does regret it, in her own way. "Though I believe you have grown stronger with your mystics."
"No, probably not," Donnie grumbles, pulling his knees in, but hunching over to hug them makes his back and arms ache all over again, so he settles for sitting cross-legged as he tries to hide a wince.
"...I mean, you did practically crush me to death. That would've sucked after surviving the Kraang." Yeah, he can't not be upset about that. It did hurt!
"Have I..? I didn't get much better instruction here for it...but it still came pretty naturally once we all managed to connect. I think I was trying too hard to understand it, over there."
"Mmmm. And no... revives here." A horrid thought - one that sends a lance of fear through her core, yet not for her but her son. For his brothers, too, she supposes. "Truth. I hurt you and you will show the marks of my callousness."
She carefully drapes a wing over him, careful that it doesn't actually touch his shell.
"Yet, I did not believe it was you, my brave son, but rather a version easily cowed to fear, only useful for information with potential as a hostage."
She cocks her head. "While I am pleased your brothers can't track you, I am also disappointed. What if you had been in true danger from me? Regardless of growth in abilities or not... I could have done much worse to you."
The turtle huffs. "Wasn't that overdoing it just a little?" he asks flatly. False bravado, perhaps, but to think that were he any other Donnie than the one Esmeryl knows, he'd have been dead. What a stupid way to go after dealing with everything else. His brothers would never forgive him for it.
"...I know. I haven't yet worked on updating their phones to use the tracking devices I implanted them with. Everyone's still recovering..."
"I wouldn't have killed you; I likely would have kept you as a cute pet. A reminder of what I had. What I lost." Esmeryl shrugs, seeing no reason to sugar coat it. "Sentimental, perhaps. Yet I am glad that is not and will not ever be the case. You are more than that to me, Donnie."
She's soft for very few people in her life. "I understand. I do." How many times had she been confined to medbay over her long, long life? far to many. "Yet 'recovering' is no excuse for leaving yourselves so vulnerable. You are stronger here, yes. You will finish your work and ensure your family is safe."
She's worried and showing it in her own way, and this is in no way related to a twinge of guilt at the back of her mind. Not at all.
Oh the look he gives- as though being kept as a pet is any better?
Donnie sighs. Decepticons.
"...why do you think I was out here? Just for fun? I was trying to set up new relays to boost our signals underground. They're still rebuilding up here so I don't know how long a full restoration will take, but I'm doing what I can to make sure my family won't have any more surprises dropped in on us."
Esme blinks at the look; she doesn't get it. When the alternative is death? Being a pet is much better.
But moving on.
"Point." She eyes him then sighs. He has no battle shell on, so she knows he's been climbing instead of flight. "If you desire, I might be of aid in this endeavour. Though.. if I came through..."
That is a concern that he hadn't considered until now, his brow furrowing with a new worry. But that universe was vast. What all could have done so?
"The space bridge usually isn't in the habit of sending people to other worlds- oh what am I saying, that is exactly what it's been doing, just...not the other way around so far as we've known." His expression twists into something bitter. "Your being here of course completely dislodges that theory."
Donnie sighs heavily. He doesn't want to deal with this!!
"Indeed." Esmeryl is silent for a few moments as she mulls it all over. She's no scientist, not expert on any kind of technologies, but she can make guesses and assumptions.
"Perhaps there is away to track if other portals have opened?"
"You just came out of one, so maybe I can pick up on the residuals..." Donnie murmurs, pulling his goggles back down to scan her.
"I picked up the spike of energy from when the portal opened, just before you came through," he continues, bringing up his computer with a sweep of a hand over his wrist. He taps at it before lifting his head to scan the skies.
"Haven't picked up anything else before then, but then this is the first I've been up topside in a while."
Donnie looks back at his holoscreen, pulling up windows and a map showing patchy areas that might be where power still hasn't been completely restored.
The residual energy is faint - similar to the spacebridge, but not. Different yet the same; perhaps a touch of faint magic, too.
"Like when the spacebridge brought in newcomers, then?" It's really all she has to compare it to, outside of when the energon shipments made the journey into the Dark Nebula. But that was more a blip, not a spike. Something designed to be hidden.
"Understandable, considering." She peers at the map before frowning. She's not seeing anything herself...
"What is that?" She points to a faint dot in an otherwise power-less sector hit hard by the Kraang invasion.
Something about the energy reading is distorted but also familiar-ish.
"Huh..." Donnie strokes his chin as he studies the scans. He's not sure that there'd been magic involved with the Space Bridge, but he's not quite sure what to classify the Primes' power as.
"Sort of? It does take a tremendous amount of energy when it does function in that manner- energy that we hadn't managed to pinpoint where it was coming from, since it would have been enough to drain the entire ship."
Donnie hits a few more keys, glad to see the last relay he'd just installed seems to be operating. He hadn't gotten a chance to calibrate things before he'd been nabbed.
"That... Hm." He focuses on that sector, toggling a few overlays, bringing up the outline of the city's map.
"...that's near Metro Tower. That was more or less ground zero for where the Kraang established their gateway to pull their ship through. Also the most contaminated area, although I think whatever the Kraang left behind should be mostly benign without their influence. No less gross though."
Esmeryl is extremely tempted to ignore it, to do anything else that doesn't have her acting like some goody two shoes Autobot. Talking science with Donnie, aiding him with his relays. Finding something she could disguise as.
(Changing her colours to something not Kraang-ish.)
She sighs silently. "Mostly is not all. We should investigate, if only to ensure we kill it should it prove to be a threat."
"..." Donnie drums his fingers against his arm as he stares at that little anomaly. Going back there is the last thing he wants to do but... This is kind of why he's got his system up.
He sighs.
"Yeah. We probably should," he grumbles, shoving his goggles up as he turns to face Esmeryl.
He actually winces at the reminder. Sighing again for completely different reasons, Donnie steps over to kick his bō up from the ground, catching it in hand.
"It did. Destroyed back with our home. Unrelated incident from the Kraang," he adds, his expression hard. Certainly he's learned and gained so much then, but the loss still hurts when he's allowed to think about it.
"I am sorry for its loss." Esmeryl means it. She knows well how proud he was of it, and how much it meant to him. "May this one serve you just as well."
Even so, she transforms back into her alt, and with a wry smile, settles into a cat-loaf so he may climb on for a ride, if he wishes. "You may create a saddle, if you desire."
Donnie smiles bitterly, not necessarily at Esmeryl, but man. He misses his tech-bō sometimes.
"This one's just as much mine," he says, giving it a spin. He lifts his head, unable to keep from a grin as he watches her transform then, and he clambers up between her wings, just behind her neck.
"I think I'll be fine." He pulls up his map again, tapping in a quick lock on their destination. "All right, ready when you are."
Oh. Oh dear. While she'd swiftly become used to the new height difference and how to use it to her advantage, it is another thing entirely when he's riding her like a horse. It's an odd feeling, but one she is fine with. If she wasn't, she would never have consented, or consented only under duress.
"Very well. Let us depart."
Take off is done at a running leap, and soon enough, they climb into the air, going higher and higher with each powerful wing stroke. Flight this time is far smoother and far less perilous for Donnie, considering Esme is keeping an optic on him.
"I am curious... When we met here, you seemed afraid. Why?"
Surely she's not that intimidating. She is but a wife and civilian!
This....is kind of weird now that he's sitting here, but he leans forward once Esmeryl starts off, wondering if it would be more preferable for him to be between her wings, but he isn't sure how close they come together in flight.
He lowers his goggles again, toggling his map overlay as he looks around so he can direct them to their target destination.
"Oh. The Kraang... They had some kind of armor suits that they used. Similar color. Modeled after organic forms of a sort. Well, one of them was, and April said the other one they'd fought was quadrupedal. So...I thought maybe..."
They move in much the same way a bird's would, though eventually it eases into more of a soar as she rides the thermals.
"Understandable," Esmeryl says with a small hum of understanding. Given the destruction and damage she's seeing, she certainly doesn't blame him for the assumption.
Her colours shift, taking on predominantly royal blue and purple tones and gold and white detailing to match.
"I was headed out to deal with slavers. These colours should better suit?"
It's almost funny how her head tilts slightly, as if stealth is a rarely entertained idea, but then she frowns. While she doesn't care how on edge people are, she does care that it would put her son in danger should people take umbrage to her presence.
"I possess no stealth modifications. Though, I am in possession of a stealth pro and I can change my colours on a whim, and I have my disguise tech." she says slowly, colours changing to match the sky. "That... shall have to suffice?"
The last part is a question and acknowledgement that Donnie knows the lay of the land situation far better than she does.
Vaguely he remembers the last time they'd gone undercover... His expression flattens.
"Well...a color-scheme that's less bright. Dark colors, matte finish- not sure if you can do the latter but... Oh, well, that works," Donnie says as he watches her tones shift beneath him.
"I still recommend keeping a darker scheme once we land. Ah... northwest by forty-five degrees. See that building that's practically covered in biogoop? The reading's coming from around the outside of it..?"
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"...I forgot everything. I...don't know if I was supposed to be able to remember it all," he says, sounding shaky. Slowly, he lifts his head to look up at Esmeryl, only lifting a hand to scrub a sleeve across his eyes once he's sure he's not going to pitch over.
"Stupid Primes..." Because that clearly has to be the reason. Donnie sighs.
"I'm sorry..."
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"You have nothing to be sorry for, Donnie. It is I should be sorry. I was rougher than I had any right to be."
She does regret it, in her own way. "Though I believe you have grown stronger with your mystics."
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"...I mean, you did practically crush me to death. That would've sucked after surviving the Kraang." Yeah, he can't not be upset about that. It did hurt!
"Have I..? I didn't get much better instruction here for it...but it still came pretty naturally once we all managed to connect. I think I was trying too hard to understand it, over there."
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She carefully drapes a wing over him, careful that it doesn't actually touch his shell.
"Yet, I did not believe it was you, my brave son, but rather a version easily cowed to fear, only useful for information with potential as a hostage."
She cocks her head. "While I am pleased your brothers can't track you, I am also disappointed. What if you had been in true danger from me? Regardless of growth in abilities or not... I could have done much worse to you."
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"...I know. I haven't yet worked on updating their phones to use the tracking devices I implanted them with. Everyone's still recovering..."
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She's soft for very few people in her life. "I understand. I do." How many times had she been confined to medbay over her long, long life? far to many. "Yet 'recovering' is no excuse for leaving yourselves so vulnerable. You are stronger here, yes. You will finish your work and ensure your family is safe."
She's worried and showing it in her own way, and this is in no way related to a twinge of guilt at the back of her mind. Not at all.
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Donnie sighs. Decepticons.
"...why do you think I was out here? Just for fun? I was trying to set up new relays to boost our signals underground. They're still rebuilding up here so I don't know how long a full restoration will take, but I'm doing what I can to make sure my family won't have any more surprises dropped in on us."
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But moving on.
"Point." She eyes him then sighs. He has no battle shell on, so she knows he's been climbing instead of flight. "If you desire, I might be of aid in this endeavour. Though.. if I came through..."
Something else might have.
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"The space bridge usually isn't in the habit of sending people to other worlds- oh what am I saying, that is exactly what it's been doing, just...not the other way around so far as we've known." His expression twists into something bitter. "Your being here of course completely dislodges that theory."
Donnie sighs heavily. He doesn't want to deal with this!!
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"Perhaps there is away to track if other portals have opened?"
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"I picked up the spike of energy from when the portal opened, just before you came through," he continues, bringing up his computer with a sweep of a hand over his wrist. He taps at it before lifting his head to scan the skies.
"Haven't picked up anything else before then, but then this is the first I've been up topside in a while."
Donnie looks back at his holoscreen, pulling up windows and a map showing patchy areas that might be where power still hasn't been completely restored.
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"Like when the spacebridge brought in newcomers, then?" It's really all she has to compare it to, outside of when the energon shipments made the journey into the Dark Nebula. But that was more a blip, not a spike. Something designed to be hidden.
"Understandable, considering." She peers at the map before frowning. She's not seeing anything herself...
"What is that?" She points to a faint dot in an otherwise power-less sector hit hard by the Kraang invasion.
Something about the energy reading is distorted but also familiar-ish.
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"Sort of? It does take a tremendous amount of energy when it does function in that manner- energy that we hadn't managed to pinpoint where it was coming from, since it would have been enough to drain the entire ship."
Donnie hits a few more keys, glad to see the last relay he'd just installed seems to be operating. He hadn't gotten a chance to calibrate things before he'd been nabbed.
"That... Hm." He focuses on that sector, toggling a few overlays, bringing up the outline of the city's map.
"...that's near Metro Tower. That was more or less ground zero for where the Kraang established their gateway to pull their ship through. Also the most contaminated area, although I think whatever the Kraang left behind should be mostly benign without their influence. No less gross though."
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(Changing her colours to something not Kraang-ish.)
She sighs silently. "Mostly is not all. We should investigate, if only to ensure we kill it should it prove to be a threat."
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He sighs.
"Yeah. We probably should," he grumbles, shoving his goggles up as he turns to face Esmeryl.
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She nods to the wooden one he has with him. ".... did it break?"
She hopes not.
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He actually winces at the reminder. Sighing again for completely different reasons, Donnie steps over to kick his bō up from the ground, catching it in hand.
"It did. Destroyed back with our home. Unrelated incident from the Kraang," he adds, his expression hard. Certainly he's learned and gained so much then, but the loss still hurts when he's allowed to think about it.
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Even so, she transforms back into her alt, and with a wry smile, settles into a cat-loaf so he may climb on for a ride, if he wishes. "You may create a saddle, if you desire."
Not that she'd ever let him fall.
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"This one's just as much mine," he says, giving it a spin. He lifts his head, unable to keep from a grin as he watches her transform then, and he clambers up between her wings, just behind her neck.
"I think I'll be fine." He pulls up his map again, tapping in a quick lock on their destination. "All right, ready when you are."
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"Very well. Let us depart."
Take off is done at a running leap, and soon enough, they climb into the air, going higher and higher with each powerful wing stroke. Flight this time is far smoother and far less perilous for Donnie, considering Esme is keeping an optic on him.
"I am curious... When we met here, you seemed afraid. Why?"
Surely she's not that intimidating. She is but a wife and civilian!
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He lowers his goggles again, toggling his map overlay as he looks around so he can direct them to their target destination.
"Oh. The Kraang... They had some kind of armor suits that they used. Similar color. Modeled after organic forms of a sort. Well, one of them was, and April said the other one they'd fought was quadrupedal. So...I thought maybe..."
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"Understandable," Esmeryl says with a small hum of understanding. Given the destruction and damage she's seeing, she certainly doesn't blame him for the assumption.
Her colours shift, taking on predominantly royal blue and purple tones and gold and white detailing to match.
"I was headed out to deal with slavers. These colours should better suit?"
She will change them again if there's any issue.
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"Invisible would be better. People are probably just as on edge after everything. It's best to not attract attention. You have a stealth palette?"
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"I possess no stealth modifications. Though, I am in possession of a stealth pro and I can change my colours on a whim, and I have my disguise tech." she says slowly, colours changing to match the sky. "That... shall have to suffice?"
The last part is a question and acknowledgement that Donnie knows the lay of the land situation far better than she does.
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"Well...a color-scheme that's less bright. Dark colors, matte finish- not sure if you can do the latter but... Oh, well, that works," Donnie says as he watches her tones shift beneath him.
"I still recommend keeping a darker scheme once we land. Ah... northwest by forty-five degrees. See that building that's practically covered in biogoop? The reading's coming from around the outside of it..?"
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:< Gmail thought to hide this from me.
meeean
very!
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Sorry for the slow!! I will always tag this back!
You're fine!
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